Well, as we all know there a lot of people out there ugly. But no one ever cares for their beauty inside . Yes, there a few people who care about inner personality of a person rather focusing on their ugliness. Being an ugly person, no one shall understand you better than me. In school, i saw two kids, they were cousins, one was popular ,because of her parents and yes, she had a bonus point, HER BEAUTY. The other one, i saw a lot of times, and i genuinely felt my reflection in her, she was very shy unlike the popular one , if popular would cry everybody came to make her stop crying. I wondered if the other one ever cries no one comes to make her feel comfort. Now let me tell you ,why i felt the other kid was like me, i was not that bad looking as a kid ,bad as i grew up I started becoming more and more ugly and i became insecure of myself day by day , i am a public speaker i spread a lot of self-esteem content but deep down i am insecure of myself but that shit never ever stopped me from doing anything great. I guess this is the reason why I was never liked buy anyone despite making so much efforts, and on the other hand , My friends who were beautiful would catch everyone's attention without making much efforts .Ugh! I hate this world so much , Just because I wasn't beautiful doesn't mean everybody should hate upon me . Every time i get up , and i convince myself that i am beautiful , the universe gives me every possible sign to make me believe that yes i am ugly. Maybe i was not born ugly, but now i am . I just want to be beautiful. Or if i cant be beautiful then just send me somewhere i can be alone , happy and live a peaceful life.
At last, I just want to say that , no matter what you do ,people will only care about your external beauty, and remember I somebody's ever going to tell you that beauty doesn't matter, Sorry to hurt you, but it does!
Posted 31/05/2024